The first time I took acid - March 2011
Trip report submitted by 46-and-2. Our very first!So Sunday afternoon, I took acid.
No I did not see purple flying unicorns, stab myself in the arm, or get such a reaction that I wasn’t able to move.
But I did sit and think for hours and appreciate the world and my life and listen to good music in the comfort of my household. What could be the harm in that?
Well, it all started when my friend invited me over with the opportunity to trip, and I really had no idea what to expect. I thought there would be more visuals and that I wouldn’t be able to act normal when I went home or whatever. We were sitting on the couch (with a couple of other friends) watching tv, and we then decided to take the blotters.
Immediately I began to notice a change as I had already started to feel much more happy and relaxed.
I told my friends how I felt about all of this, how i was ready for the reaction, and we sat and drank coke and watched one of the guys play call of duty 2 as we waited for it to kick in. My friend had tripped many times before, so naturally he would be my guide, and eventually he called me to come outside.I could tell it was already starting to kick in when we went outside as it had been about 45 minutes and the hill by the lake looked a lot bigger, colors a lot brighter. But I expected the trip to be a lot stronger for some reason. It felt really nice being able to enjoy things in my natural state of mind, my natural world, but with an enhanced viewpoint and much deeper thoughts. We went to the park, he sat up on the playground, i took the swings. As i was swinging (lol) I began to think of my childhood where I could go to the beach and feel all of the wind on my face, as I was feeling just then. I felt like I was by the ocean and as I came back down I knew the magic piece of paper had kicked in. As we left the park it started happening.
Colors much brighter, sounds more enhanced, and things began to “breathe”.
We decided to walk around for a bit and my head didn’t really know what to make all of this at first, but I felt absolutely blissful. We slowly began to walk up to the lake, we climbed over the hills and through the woods. My friend told me my thoughts were going in circles and that I just needed to let things happen. I looked up and the cattails looked HUGE to me, I felt amazed but confused, like Alice in wonderland.When we got to the lake I decided to work on that “deep thinking” and naturally I was able to solve a few of my own problems.
Everything felt deeper and more beautiful, I didn’t even have to try to make it that way.
When I looked out to the lake the glimmer on it became stars. The stars on the lake seemed to call out to me, as they got closer and closer, oh how they sparkled!So basically you get the gist of it. We walked around some more, went back to the house, talked for a bit and then i had to go home.
Apparently LSD gives me the happy giggles,
when I was in the car I got the happy giggles quite a bit and had to control myself. So then we went home and that was when I began to get into some deep thinking.“We are all one”, I kept repeating, and I knew it must be true.
This was the realization that ended up changing my whole life around,
changing my whole perspective around, and though it took me quite awhile to wrap my head around this idea, it ended up working for the better. We are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively. We are all one, and we are one with everything. There is no such thing as bad people, there are only evil forces and good forces which drive the universe. And there can be no such thing as gods either, because there is a lot of grey area. This is the revelation that ended up changing my whole life around. And nowI feel a deeper connection with every living thing and the whole universe.
I appreciate everything a lot more but i wish i could go back to that day again. I would do anything.Also, when I listened to the Doors, Tool, and Shpongle, everything was amazing.
At first, your thoughts are fuzzy, but then everything gets perfectly clear and your life changes for the better.